Because I have seen it all before, the secrets, the insecurities, the not tellings, it's not fair.
I thought I left all that behind me, that ugly past, it's too heavy, I refuse the burdens of those that came before me.
I want/need to soar, can'f fly if I'm carrying all this shit!
I don't want this to be now don't you understand I scream!
I thought absence was supposed to make the heart grow fonder, not render it cold, hard, and bitter.
Why she said did you chose me, why didn't you just walk away she wails.
I told you I love hard and deep
I love you.
I need you now and every day.
I am strong because of your love!
Selfish silly woman, read the cards but didn't understand the true meaning.
How do I make you understand I would exchange years to come for moments now.
What do I offer and to whom to make it happen?
Show me the way, I am so confused.
I want to be amazed.
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